- 1 Mala of Aum
- 1 Mala of Aum Gam Ganapatye Namah
- 6 mala of Hreem Shreem Kleem Pah-rahm Esh-wah-ree Swah-hah,
I still have a bit of a cough. Normally I wouldn't post that I am doing what I should be doing with the discipline but this one again had weird components.
First, I would start rolling on the last mantra and blank out. No Mantra, Just mentally gone. I have pretty good focus as I have said, and have meditated a while.
Really flash to a scene, time stops, and actually loose track of where I am. Now, the scenes were actual events, again like a Day Dream memory, alot I had forgotten.
Again this happens with meditation, you just keep going which I did. And then it happens again, with a different scene. Each Dream dip, I totally lost track of where I was physically, when into a scene of my past, lost track of the mantra, had complete time dilution, and came back.
This was alot like the dream work with the initial phases. Go to the scene, have the pain removed and keep going as if the mantra work was singling that thing out and forcing it intention via the Mantra to flow towards it.
By the end, my head was so swimming, I had to go sit down and ground.
Well I will say there is definitely results, not needfully what I expected but positive. Certainly, while the first bit of resentment is there, its much more of annoyance. I just don't care about some things that were acting as a trigger, and more then that I do have a conception of why they were such an issue. These are positive steps.